KagayamaReiji

Since entering college, I hardly ever get the time to sit still and let my mind wander. Years ago, if I really did follow my heart, I would've chosen to go into art. Alas, being asian and that art rarely puts food on the table unless you're just that good or dead, that interest of mine has always been pushed aside as just a hobby. Yesterday, when I try to lift up my pencil and draw something, nothing came to me. Nadda. Zip. And I felt just so devastated, like a huge part of me has died. Sighs...I hope this is just a temporary death.

Crut, I hadn't updated my dev page for AGES. D00d. So far I've been coming on to look around and fav piccies, I totally need to get cracking on some artwork man. Sadly, I feel like as if my creative juice had been drying up? O.o;; ARRRGH!! NUU, THAT CANNOT HAPPEN TO ME. *scribbles some stuff* Ah...much...better...despite the degraded work, D:

Well, uni started, blargh. And it's getting stressful this year, I mean like, I even felt the stress in just the FIRST WEEK of uni, that is gonna be crappy for the rest of the year. Sighs...how does a young person of utmost naivety, timid, fearful of others, constantly feeling unsure of him/herself... finally grow into a full fledged adult hardened by pain and experience, not afraid to face something unexpected and scary, confident in him/herself and well...just...basically isn't afraid of anything? Well, or at least most of the things in life. I've already reached adulthood, but yet I have not found myself those answers, kinda like nothi